This last weekend was not totally full of unease. I went out with some friends and had a lot of fun. T-n-T really wanted me to go to the dunes with them. The money just was not there. I have a date to go up to their house and have a party and cuddle. I am looking forward to that. I was feeling rather lonely this weekend, Memorial weekend has always been a family holiday. I have great family and love spending time with them. It seems they have their own families now as do my friends. It makes me slide a bit farther into "the rut". T and Bob are fantastic! Friends can sense your restlessness and both made sure I was having fun as usual. I really appreciate all of my friends. We went to a karaoke bar on Saturday night, I found myself surrounded on the dance floor and make note that I was not unhappy about the surroundings! All of my little boyfriends were there. (You know the 21 year old boys that, if I were younger I would be chasing every one of them!) T was taking pictures and she and Bob were laughing their heads off. There was one girl in particular that had been chatting up one of the boys that was dancing with me. She happens to be the same age as me. Eat your heart out lady all the boys like me better! Bob decided that the song "Bossy" by Kelis was made for me and that night.
"You don't have to love me
You don't even have to like me
But you will respect me
I'm the bitch you love to hate
I'm the chick that's raised the stake"
Don't get the wrong idea.....I don't think that I am all that and a bag of chips. The whole situation just helped stroke my ego a bit. I really needed that.-V
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