Jason

I'm not sure where to start. Duh, maybe the beginning? Okay so his name is Jason I have known him for about a month. We have been "seeing" each other for about 2 weeks.
I like him, we have a good time together. All of my friends think that he is great. He is a sensitive caring guy. He does things for me all the time. Little things that need to be done around the house that I have not had the time to do. I get flowers for no reason at all. He is a hard worker, strong and handsome.
So what's the problem you say? Why not keep this one around you question? It is "the rut" in a different way? Make any sense? Too much, too damn fast! I think that he is moving entirely too fast for me. He wants to do his laundry at my house and leave his shorts there, when we get done in the hot tub. Hell no! Silly girl that I am, I always want what I can't have.-V

p.s. There has been a "what sort of space do you need, V." Talk scheduled for tonight. This outta be good.

**Update**
We had "the talk" last night. It did not go at all like I wanted. Yes I am a selfish control freak! I told him that I am selfish and don't share well, most of the time. There are days when I don't want to be touched, and the hugs and kisses at the end of the text messages, has got to go. I told him about my relationship with Philly, which looking back was only a physical one. He was amazed that an entire relationship could possible be only physical. I have nothing to hide I told him about it. I also told him about Rodrigo. I firmly believe that the past shapes the future. I had someone that was emotionally, physically and spiritually connected to me and call me crazy, but that is what I want again. Can that happen more than once in a lifetime? I explained to him that I didn't want him to change who he is for me. Nor would I be changing for him. Compromising and meeting in the middle is a better choice.
I am truly trying to be more secure and not let my neurosis get the best of me where Jason is concerned. I think that he is a great guy and I would regret letting him go without giving it a chance with us.