Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Am I bi-polar?

Why is it so hard for me to take one day at a time? I keep thinking that I need to either see Joe right away or not ever again. What is that all about? Can you say bi-polar much? Neurosis? I think that I use that excuse too much. That's just the only way I know to explain myself. Neurotic, in a fun playful way. Like with a double twist and then a salute to the Olympic judges? Not in the put her in a padded room way.

There once was this really smart girl, I think her name was C. She used to tell me all this random stuff about life and relationships and some other shit that always made sense. She told me once that I would have to learn to compromise to even get remotely close to some form of a relationship. That I just can't expect some guy to be exactly like I want him to be. That I might actually have to give a little. WHAT? *blank stare*blink*blink*

Oh ya, back to the Joe thing. We still talk all the time. He really wants to move here. He still hates to be on the road all the time. I still like him and want him to move here. Dumb girl. Sure you can have the perfect relationship that you are thinking about WITH OUT ACTUALLY GOING OUT ON A LIMB. People have Internet relationships right? How about text ones? He can just come here and see you, You don't ever have to go out there. Anybody know how GD far it is to Joplin Missouri?

Holy burnt hair, Batman. Hey C! Did you see that real short girl with the burnt blond hair at volleyball last night? You know the friend of my arch nemesis? Really chick, ease up on the bleach.

Back at the ranch, did you know that they have been hiding really good looking men out on the desert? OK actually one that I have seen. You know, in between the two Indian reservations and the polygamist colony? I know me neither. It's true, one walked into my office yesterday. Sad thing, he was real shy and I think that I scared him. At least I'm not screwing with my average.
V-0
sabotaging or otherwise maiming anything at all similar to a relationship or even a date-459752
Luckily I found these multi-vitamins that give me extra energy, huh? How else would I be able to jump around in this post like a rabbit on crack.-V

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Are you worried at all that if Joe moves here you will decide you don't like him after all? I hope not, I think he is great and you could make it work. You are a little Neurotic but it's all good.. haha. Tell him to get his butt back here for a visit or your changing your number ;).

C

Girl Interrupted said...

See that's the kind of advice I used to get from this cool girl named C:) I haven't talked to him in a few days. I might just take your advice.-V