3 years ago
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Talk is over-rated.
What is the deal? Talk. Let's talk. Why aren't we talking? Wanna talk? SHUT-UP! M is driving me nuts! Ya, so I know that won't really be a surprise it's sort of my MO. He has been around for 5 days. Done. He wants to talk about US. What? You got a mouse in your pocket? I don't see any us around here! Why does he have to do this? Can't we just see each other when we do and then be done. Why do we have to talk about feelings and relationships? When he says shit like I wished I had more time with you...I say no. I can't help but be mean. I told him that he would see my true bitch if he was gonna be around any longer. He doesn't think that I can be a bitch. Um. Hang out for a while. You will see my evil bitch side. The one that makes grown men cry just because she can. He makes me feel selfish. Why can't you just let someone take care of you? Are you serious? Sure I will just bow down and let you take care of me, before you disappear into thin air. Then he says don't worry baby I will be back. I'm not going to leave you like you have been left int he past. Shut up! The thing is that I want him to leave. If he says one more word about getting a job here in 2 months when he is back in the country I am going to freak out! Is it just me or is it normal to want to just up and relocate to another town after you have known someone for less than a week. T keeps telling me to just relax and enjoy it while he is here. Sure easy for her to say, he isn't driving her nuts. I tried to tell him that I am not in the market for a relationship at all. He just keep trying to talk me into it. WTF? Why are these stupid boys always trying to talk me into a relationship when the one that I want is out of reach for right now? Just because you been hanging out doesn't mean I want you around for the 'long haul'. It's so nice to get this out of my system.-V
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Stupid Boy! Stupid, Stupid boy!
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