The insanity just keeps coming. It's like that sadistic energizer bunny! I am getting better at finding the humor in all this. I found a roommate. Now all I have to do is clean out the spare bedroom so he has somewhere to live. It's amazing how much stuff I have. Friday night was a nice stay-at-home evening. T tried to get me to go drink with her, but I held my ground. I knew that Saturday there would be enough drinking to drown ourselves.
Saturday was a beautiful day. We played at the lake all day. It was relatively low key and nice. Then the evening came and the freaks got even freakier. There was an altercation, that can only be described and 'completely fueled by alcohol'. Stupid idiots! Underage son gets drunk, hurts himself. Grandfather tells him that he shouldn't have been drinking in the first place. Mom freaks out and starts beating on the grandfather. Oh ya, good times. All the drama that happens at the lake is brought on by some extended family that show up on the weekends to trash the place and cause problems. We as locals are real tired of it.
The problem children left and we got some peace and quiet. I was on the pity wagon because I got the 411 that Dave is dating someone and has been since December. Cue the big giant alligator tears. I haven't talked to Joe in about 3 weeks. I don't really know what is going on with him. But I bet he met someone. Cuz I am real pessimistic like that.
I have never hidden that fact that V+alcohol=bad decisions. Add in the fact that the sensor button in my brain has been malfunctioning lately and that I am stuck in couples hell and you get a BIG GIANT SCREW-UP! I still don't really know what I was thinking, and I am really embarrassed to even admit it. But, I, uh, sort of, slept with Jace. Yup it's still as painful as it was yesterday. Son of a bitch. Why oh why? Spite, alcohol and pity is not a very good recipe. He was gone when I woke up, thank goodness. I haven't talked to him. I really hope he doesn't think he is in love or something. I still am NOT. It was just a roll in the hay. Nothing more. T and Cole can't stop laughing at me. They think it's great that I hooked up with him. Not so much.
This ought to be a pain in the ass for a while.-V
3 years ago

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