BAT SHIT CRAZY

Just to clarify....No C. The guy you are thinking from the last post....not that one. Although that one that you suggested would be rather fun, if in fact I was a dirty coug like some of those that I know!

I'm digging for some positivity today. But first; welcome back my good friend; BAT SHIT CRAZY! I made the final decision. No matter what I was headed to Joe and was going to finally get some answers to the questions that have been bouncing around in my head for years! My plan was to take a long weekend and fly out and see if there was any spark left. Any reason to continue this charade. He was really upset the last time that our plans fell through. I understand that. I just can't seem to figure out why I am getting no response from my inquiries about the trip out there this time. You know me the slightest pause and I think the worst. My best b and C are my voices of reason for the time being. Guess I will just be calm and wait and see.-V