Just when I think that I have the answer to a question or three....What the hell? I thought that Philly and I had a pretty good arrangement. He was a casual friend with no commitments. We had established that. Or so I thought. I don't ask him about his wife, girlfriends etc. He doesn't ask me about my extra curricular activities. I just thought it was a smooth operation. That is the problem, I thought it was all good. Here's the story: I was sitting a few chairs from Philly, Cletus came up and stood between us and wouldn't let us talk to each other. Cletus and I have had this problem before when I met Andy. He thinks that he is being protective and helping when really he is just cock-blocking.
(Cock block (plural cock blocks)
(slang) A person who deliberately or inadvertently makes impossible an other's intended goal of sexual intercourse.)
Philly is new to the whole Cletus thing and was a bit irritated. Cletus left the building. We were having a great conversation and carrying on like we do. Andy called. I answered the phone and walked away from the table. I talked to him for about 15 minutes and then returned to Philly. All of the sudden this GIANT GREEN MONSTER came out. "I know that was a guy, who is he?" It's gets pretty ugly from there. We got into it about what he thought was going on with us. It's one of those asshole guy things. He can do whatever he wants when he wants too but I can't.
I don't talk about Andy to Philly or vice verse. I don't feel that it is necessary. I am having fun with them, that is all. I know that Philly is really not available and that Andy is but I don't think that I am ready to give up the game just yet.
Later after I went home Andy called me and we had "the talk." Son of a *****! I was hoping that this could be avoided. He said something along the lines of "I know if we were together you wouldn't cheat on me." I agree "if" we were together I wouldn't cheat. But we are not. He wants us to be. I like him but I am having an anxiety attack about the exclusive thing. Why do I always go for the wrong one when the right one is right there in front of me?-V
2 comments:
if you HAVE to discuss exclusivity, there's no point even DISCUSSING exclusivity! for example, if a certain bulldog was born in the same geological period, lived on the same continent, and wasn't married to a blood thirsty amazonian, you wouldn't even notice other men.
Wow, bulldog sounds like a dog to be reckoned with!
Bear in mind that things are very rarely as they seem, and if you're anything like me (which seems possible at this stage...) you'll probably have changed your mind by next week!
If you don't really want to be with someone, then don't. Even if you're unsure of the reason, it will present itself in due course.
xx
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