Mad and Sad

I am having conflicting emotions at the moment. I am really mad and really sad at the same time. I am sure that this is karma coming around to kick me in the ass. Andy was supposed to come and see me this weekend, we have been talking about it for 6 weeks. He isn't coming! I am so frustrated with the whole thing. My initial reaction and the one that I use most often is DONE! Like turning off the TV and walking out the door. It is so much easier than getting emotionally attached to the situation and then this shit happening. I should have seen this coming. It happens all the time. I meet someone and I put all this faith in them. I think in my mush of a brain that I really have faith in these guys. I am such a downer this afternoon.-V