Perhaps I have fallen off the planet? That's how it feels anyway. I go from drama, drama, drama to nothingness. I crawled out from under my rock to go out last weekend and have not had the chance to blog about it yet. I took half the day off on Friday to soak up some sun with the girls. I called it a night early. I went on a family outing on Saturday. It was that afternoon that my path crossed that of a former flame Dave. He was in my town and I was in his, weird coincidence? A few years ago we were thick as thieves, we were always going fishing or camping, we were great friends. There was some cuddling and he would on occasion sleep over. Nothing scandalous happened, I have only ever kissed him once. It was soon after the kiss, when all of the sudden he disappeared.....I thought for sure I had done something horrible. Turns out he was just a giant chicken shit! Anywho this weekend we met up, our friendship is so comfortable and easy. No demands and no issues. We seem to start where we ended the last time that we say each other. Our friendship seemed a bit different this time, not something I could put my finger on right away. We went to a party and hung out with M. She is one of the greatest girls I know, it seems that her life is a bit messy right now. Dave has always been a good listener, they had quite the heart to heart. I am usually fluttering around the party and can't be bothered by heart to hearts. I actually felt jealous? What was that? M and Dave are both my friends. After their talk it seemed every time I turned around Dave had his arms around me. Usually that type of touchy feely would have driven me crazy. It didn't, it just felt good. He actually told me that he thinks about me all the time, and he misses me. I have missed him terribly, but what if he decides to take off again? Later that morning he brought M and I to my house and crawled in bed for a couple hours. It made me remember how nice it always was to sleep in his arms. I don't want to get attached and have him space out again, but I really miss him.-V