Ahhhh! I got the job! I want the job but now I will have to start over. Start over with a potential for a larger future. Ahhhhh! So many things running through my head, let me see if I can capture any.
Well, there is the fact that I have been here for 2 years 40 hours per week in the same place with V and I share with her every thought in my head, even the ones she would rather I didn't. It makes me really sad to lose that. I know we will still be close but it won't be the same, I'm going to miss her terribly!
Here is a thought. I have to tell my boss at some point today, how about that thought! Ahhhh!
This thought... Crap! I can't go on the vacation that I have been planning and paid for months ago!
The thought... oh no I am starting over.. what if.. what if... oh wait, benefits, same pay, life insurance, sick leave, retirement, and all of the other things that most full time jobs come with. New people though.
Ughhh my boss is going to cry! Not over missing me, over the investment in me. Over my licenses that I am just going to let go to the wind. He hung on threads waiting for those licenses to make me legal to do everything that I do. V is going to kick my A$$ over that one. OH and V's mom is going to be mad at me! What about that? The wrath of Momma V!!! I also lose V's cute adorable brothers that stop in on fair weather days.
I'm happy though, this will be a career. Scared but Happy.
What about this? I posted it over there to see how it looked but I'm linking it over here. Next time I or V will just post it over here. A kind moment to sooth the eyes. If you haven't seen August Rush, you have to watch it ok!
C
Well, there is the fact that I have been here for 2 years 40 hours per week in the same place with V and I share with her every thought in my head, even the ones she would rather I didn't. It makes me really sad to lose that. I know we will still be close but it won't be the same, I'm going to miss her terribly!
Here is a thought. I have to tell my boss at some point today, how about that thought! Ahhhh!
This thought... Crap! I can't go on the vacation that I have been planning and paid for months ago!
The thought... oh no I am starting over.. what if.. what if... oh wait, benefits, same pay, life insurance, sick leave, retirement, and all of the other things that most full time jobs come with. New people though.
Ughhh my boss is going to cry! Not over missing me, over the investment in me. Over my licenses that I am just going to let go to the wind. He hung on threads waiting for those licenses to make me legal to do everything that I do. V is going to kick my A$$ over that one. OH and V's mom is going to be mad at me! What about that? The wrath of Momma V!!! I also lose V's cute adorable brothers that stop in on fair weather days.
I'm happy though, this will be a career. Scared but Happy.
What about this? I posted it over there to see how it looked but I'm linking it over here. Next time I or V will just post it over here. A kind moment to sooth the eyes. If you haven't seen August Rush, you have to watch it ok!
C
4 comments:
What a little job slut! lol I don't know how I am going to hold this operation together. The work thing will be alright. It's my everyday life that I am worried about! Walking in here every morning and telling her all about my screwed up life is the only way that I cope with it! I will miss her worstest! I will try and calm my Mom but, no actually she is going to kill you! I will trade my trained monkeys for your kids. In fact I will pay you to take mine with you! Sorry about your lost vacation:( Please keep writing here with me, I can't do it without you!-V
Awww Quit bitcin' C, ya dun good...let it go...LOL Ya think you got troubles? Read this..
Sheep man has died, gone to that big bar in the sky (sob). His funeral wuz spectacular. 45 hookers, 12 drinking buddies and a host of old women attended. A heart felt ulogy was read by the local Budweiser Distributor that brought tears to the crowd (also His death has prompted Budweiser to sell out to a foreign company, in the words of the CEO, there goes our profit!!)
Congratulations!!!
How exciting!Best of luck with the new job C. When do you start?
I will be here next week and then I will go there the week after. Thank you. I'm excited and nervous and it's never fun letting someone down, such as my current boss. It is a step in progression though, I have to do it, and want to do it.
C
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