I'm trying to blame it on the weather, this recent downward swirl in my mood. I usually get this way in the winter. I miss the sunshine. I miss going outside and not turning into an icicle. I have always thought I should live somewhere tropical. I could have a year round tan! I know some of it is really the weather. The other part of it is that I need a distraction. I'm still moping about Dave. He called the other day, I still miss him. But I also know that I can't do this to myself. I love the way that we can talk to each other and the way we get along. But I also know me. If I let this go the way that it has for so long I will be drawn right back in and the heart stomping will happen again. Nope. Can't do that. The song playing on the radio, right this minute(how's this for irony?):
I'd like to tell myself
If you showed up tonight
I'd tell you to go to hell
And get on with my life
I'd just walk away
Without a fight
Without one tear falling from my eye
I'd like to think that's what I would do
Yeah I know that's what I should do
But it still don't stop me
Yeah, it still don't change the truth
Cuz baby you got me
And I can't let go of you
I know if I let you back in
It's the same damn thing all over again
You'll just hurt me, you'll just hurt me
But it still don't stop me
I'll try to tell myself
That I'm bad enough alone
I pulled all your pictures down
I took your number off my phone
I know that it's wrong and the pieces don't fit
Loving you baby will never make sense
And I know that I'm crazy for letting you make me cry
But it still don't stop me
Yeah, it still don't change the truth
Cuz baby you got me
And I can't let go of you
I know if I let you back in
It's the same damn thing all over again
You'll just hurt me, you'll just hurt me
But it still don't stop me
But it still don't stop me
Yeah, it still don't change the truth
Baby you got me
And I can't let go of you
I know if I let you back in
It's the same damn thing all over again
You'll just hurt me, you'll just hurt me
Oh you're gonna hurt me, you'll just hurt me
But it still don't stop me
It still don't stop me
Jessica Simpson, Still don't stop me, on the Do you know album.
I'm gonna go tanning after work today. I promise a happier post tomorrow.-V
3 years ago
3 comments:
I load up on plenty of fish oil and vitamin D during the winter months, otherwise, I'd jump off a bridge. Probably not, I'd be too lazy to walk out into the cold weather.
It's sunny today but I did hit some really thick patches of fog. Usually the weather gets to me so I like to blame most wintertime downfalls on it.
Hey, way to go super jock, that was fun. I think I'm getting more comfortable with the team and quite enjoy it! The only thing better would be a win but I'm not worried about that. I like our team, we have a fun team.
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